Wednesday, April 11, 2007

I'm not...am I?

I just got back from a walk around the 'hood. My whole body feels like it's been dipped into a bucket of fatigue. I'm exhausted, yet there is not any *real* reason to be. I did stay up late and the boys took a shorter nap then usual and the weather's been weird but....
I'm also really overly-emotional. Today on the phone S confided that he thinks an acquaintance of ours may have a husband who's a bit of a prick. Instead of making me switch into gossip mode this tidbit made me say "Oh, honey I just feel so *sob* lucky to have you."
WTF????
If you don't know where I'm going with this...the only other time I've felt this way was when I was pregnant. Please. If there is a God in Heaven, let me NOT be pregnant. I finally feel like I am getting the hang of being a mama to these guys. And I feel ready to re-start my career. I just don't think I can be one of those ladies with a posse of chilluns running around.
But of course, that's always when these things happen.
I want to say it's not really possible since I haven't had a period since November of 2004 and we are "careful" but I know from experience that it's always possible.

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